Wednesday, September 25, 2013

Conquering fears

I don't know about you but up until about a year ago I had a HUGE fear of creating.  Yes, its a VERY silly fear but it was a strong one for me.  It was a fear of making it ugly or messing it up and I just hate wasting money.  I get that you have to try things and make mistakes to improve and succeed at things but when I fail the first time it frustrates me. 

I joined a Mothers of Preschoolers (MOPS) group last year who had a PINTEREST club.  I still can't believe I showed up to actually make crafts in a public setting.  I was determined to make some new friends after moving and thought they might wear off on me.  I created and failed and hung my head in shame.  I was jealous of the beautiful and carefree creations that my friends had made.  Looking back I feel like it was just what I needed though.  In the back of my head I have always wanted to be that crafty person and was being held back by my own fear and my silly idea of creating something 'perfect.'  I recently decided just to go for it and see what happens.  I have made a couple of different things like wreaths, ornaments and wood pumpkins, things I have never made before and while not 'perfect' they are a part of me and accept them.  I can proudly say that a boutique is selling a book wreath for me on consignment and I took the leap and opened a etsy shop. 

Here is my shop if you are interested in checking it out
HeatherBorerDesigns

Excited about the escape of this side of me and looking forward to where I go from here.  With whatever holds you back, be brave and just go for it!!!  It feels great to be on the other side

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